I recently watched a film that was a mixture of documentary and biography, that made great use of informal pictures taken of the subject in his early years before he became a recluse. It got me thinking how important such pictures become.
I know I have written before about the value of family snapshots, but this was different. This was a series of pictures that traced the parabolic rise and fall of a single person. In some ways it was like La Jetée in that single pictures were spaced together to make the story. But different too, in that these were never taken with a narrative in mind, but served later to support the spoken story.
And since you are wondering what I am talking about, the film was Have you got it yet? And it was about Syd Barrett. Now, I have no dog in the fight about what happened between Syd and the rest of the band. I’m sure the film is not the one true historical record, and it states clearly that it is not.
The point I am trying to make is the remarkable series of informal and posed images that were used, and how they showed that glow that Syd obviously had. Now I know and understand that many people don’t want their picture taken. But if ever there was an argument to take pictures when you can, this one is compelling. But, the freedom to take multiple informal pictures seems to be time-limited. Children are not expected to be a part of the conversation between adults, so when I was young I had the freedom to snap away at family events. Indeed, I was encouraged to bugger-off and leave the adults alone. With my friends I could snap away because everything we did was new and wonderful and we wanted to record ourselves doing it. This is the stage where Syd’s pictures were taken – when we were all young and beautiful and exciting and knew everything.
Having children of my own gave me a new reason to take loads of pictures. Then they grew up and didn’t want any adults intruding in their lives (they’re not sociopaths: they were teenagers for a while).
But now I’m the adult. I can’t drop into the background and take pictures because I’m supposed to be present. And, as we adults now come with wobbly bits and migrating hair, we don’t want our pictures taken anyway. I admit that I never appreciated my parents’ views on this until later. They were happy to just sit and look at the camera or to continue what they were doing with no coyness. I expect that this is the privilege of being family – I’m not some unknown street photographer stalking them, so my motives are clear. As a result I have lots of pictures of my immediate family acting normally (for the usual family values of normal). These are the sort of pictures that made the film about Syd so interesting: they were taken informally, as normal life was in the process of being lived.
So I’m belatedly grateful to my family for ignoring the one who made the clicking noises (not like Gregor though) and grateful too that I have amassed a long series of pictures of them just being them.
And a PS. If I do have aphantasia (if), then one of the effects is a poor biographical memory and possibly poor facial recognition. Which may explain why I took all these pictures and why I value them. Who knew?